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I am a 32 years man. This happened to me as a child from the age of 4 to 12. It has destroyed my life. The first time my 'mother' found out i was 6 she walked in on my stepdad giving me oral sex. She started screaming and fighting with him in the next room and just closed the bedroom door left me in the dark, didn't say one word to me. He left and she let him back a few moths later, he continued.
I told my mom he was at it again when I was 8 and she flipped out greatly and kicked him out with the help of her sister who died 2 days later of a brain hemorrhage because of the shock. Again she let him come back after 1 year. He continued to abuse me and my sister. I was 9 by this time I guess I thought there was nothing to be done, and it would cause hell if I told again, since my aunt had died the last time I told.
When I was 12 I told him i would call the police if he touched me again, I threatened him with a knife and told him i would kill him in his sleep, I would scream and throw things and break things when he tried to touch me, I once almost scratched his eye out. He finally stopped and I later found out he moved on to my younger niece and nephew. My mother did nothing but cry, I was 17 I went crazy and called the police and kicked him out of the house, he was arrested and jailed for 9 months. Now I have PTSD, Chronic Depression, anxiety attacks, Bipolar, etc..... THIS is the worst thing you can do to a child, sometimes I wish He would have KILLED me instead, as my life is very difficult at times. I am only still alive because of my wife and 3 children whom I love very much and don't want to harm them. Please pray for me!
I told my mom he was at it again when I was 8 and she flipped out greatly and kicked him out with the help of her sister who died 2 days later of a brain hemorrhage because of the shock. Again she let him come back after 1 year. He continued to abuse me and my sister. I was 9 by this time I guess I thought there was nothing to be done, and it would cause hell if I told again, since my aunt had died the last time I told.
When I was 12 I told him i would call the police if he touched me again, I threatened him with a knife and told him i would kill him in his sleep, I would scream and throw things and break things when he tried to touch me, I once almost scratched his eye out. He finally stopped and I later found out he moved on to my younger niece and nephew. My mother did nothing but cry, I was 17 I went crazy and called the police and kicked him out of the house, he was arrested and jailed for 9 months. Now I have PTSD, Chronic Depression, anxiety attacks, Bipolar, etc..... THIS is the worst thing you can do to a child, sometimes I wish He would have KILLED me instead, as my life is very difficult at times. I am only still alive because of my wife and 3 children whom I love very much and don't want to harm them. Please pray for me!
Thanks for your concern.
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