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My Step-Father Sexually Abused Me from the Age Of 4 To 12

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  • My Step-Father Sexually Abused Me from the Age Of 4 To 12

    I am a 32 years man. This happened to me as a child from the age of 4 to 12. It has destroyed my life. The first time my 'mother' found out i was 6 she walked in on my stepdad giving me oral sex. She started screaming and fighting with him in the next room and just closed the bedroom door left me in the dark, didn't say one word to me. He left and she let him back a few moths later, he continued.

    I told my mom he was at it again when I was 8 and she flipped out greatly and kicked him out with the help of her sister who died 2 days later of a brain hemorrhage because of the shock. Again she let him come back after 1 year. He continued to abuse me and my sister. I was 9 by this time I guess I thought there was nothing to be done, and it would cause hell if I told again, since my aunt had died the last time I told.

    When I was 12 I told him i would call the police if he touched me again, I threatened him with a knife and told him i would kill him in his sleep, I would scream and throw things and break things when he tried to touch me, I once almost scratched his eye out. He finally stopped and I later found out he moved on to my younger niece and nephew. My mother did nothing but cry, I was 17 I went crazy and called the police and kicked him out of the house, he was arrested and jailed for 9 months. Now I have PTSD, Chronic Depression, anxiety attacks, Bipolar, etc..... THIS is the worst thing you can do to a child, sometimes I wish He would have KILLED me instead, as my life is very difficult at times. I am only still alive because of my wife and 3 children whom I love very much and don't want to harm them. Please pray for me!

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    I'm so sorry this happened to you! He should be in prison for life or dead this makes me sick to my stomach! Your mom is a coward. If anyone touch my kids I would kill them. She was a coward who should of protected her children and been there she was a unfit mother. Why did she not call the cops? She should have never let him back in her life much less her house! She is ignorant and doesn't even know what damage this has caused you! I am so sad and mad this happened to you and I want to pray peace over your soul. I hope you can find peace in your soul.

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    • #3
      Thanks for your prayers. I still can't wrap my head around how she kept letting him back to abuse us. She says she is very sorry but the damage is massive, Depression, PTSD, Anxiety, suicide, Anger, ect... one of my siblings is an alcoholic, other is in and out of Psych-hosp ect.. I feel so sorry for them and constant Crisis. I have protected My kids and their safety are my #1 priority at least they are fine. The most difficult things is my Mother is now in her late 70's and lives with me and my wife and we care for her, she is still very needy.

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      • #4
        I'm so sorry, are you okay now?

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        • #5
          That's horrible man, I'm really sorry

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          • #6
            Originally posted by Clay View Post
            I'm so sorry, are you okay now?
            I'm ok but some days are very very difficult to get through. Sometimes when stressful things happen I need meds, they help a lot Thanks for your concern.

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            • #7
              Sorry to hear that... nobody deserves such. Stay strong and all the best to you and your family.

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              • #8
                Originally posted by Judith View Post
                Sorry to hear that... nobody deserves such. Stay strong and all the best to you and your family.
                I appreciate your good vibes. Have a blessed day!

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