Please help need advice...

[Suigetsu]

Hi there I'll my story 7 years ago....i have a long term relationship with my girlfriend we lasted 7 years however on the 4th year of our relationship I met another girl and I know she's the right one for me...we had a relationship while i was with my first i kept the other relationship from my parents,relatives and friends...she always asking when would I introduce her...but i never answered when...we lasted 3 years and yes i juggled two girl at once...i took her for granted and she got fed up and asked a space from our relationship...Im an impulsive person so everytime i think about her i always call her,however it pisses her off because she needs a space,last two weeks i broke up with the 1st one so I can concentrate on how to get back on the second...one day my 7 years relationship ex called and asking her name because she wants to see her at facebook and she told me for respect i should tell her the name...so i trusted her and told her the name (pretty stupid and gullible huh) and after that my first ex messaged her at facebook and spill all the beans and the worst part is she also contacted the family...so in short not only my 2nd is angry with me also her family...they even believed even the lies of my ex...i don't know what to do right now and I beleive the second one is the right for me...i also bought a promise ring and saving up money so I can propose to her on our 4th year anniversary...I'm very paranoid right now that she might have a replacement for me already...please help me I need an advice so i can be with her again...thanks

[Camila]

You caused the problem you're in right now. You were simply cheating on both girls, and that's really wrong. Now that you are sure that it's the second girl you want, you need to go and apologize to her. You must be sincere with you apology and make her see that it's from your heart. If you sincerely apologize to her, she might consider taking you back

Best wishes.

[Clinton]

The only option you have in this situation is to apologize to her and her family. She might have compassion on you and consider giving your relationship a second chance.

[Suigetsu]

She really hates my guts...she was traumatized in what i've done....that's my plan to apologize to her parents first....but sometimes Im about to give up and kill myself...