Hi all… where can I start? As I’m new here as I just needed to get it out of my system, as I feel ashamed to speak to my friends, gf or family about myself

Going back to my youths… I’ve always been a fuck boy till around 30, then met my ex wife and had a daughter, stayed with her for 16 years which amazed me!

somehow we broke up 3 years ago as I didn’t wanna carry on the marriage, so I wanted to meet ladies, dating apps was the only choice nowdays, I was like a little boy in a sweet shop, couldn’t believe how many ladies around single so I had a lot of dates, then ended up with one, for about 9 months and I got bored so ended it, went back to dating again, had lots of dates, then met this one now, was very much in love, and now it’s been 10 months together, I keep looking at women, craving for attention from women, but I don’t have dating apps cos I’m not single,
But why do I crave women, I just love women all the time, I know it’s normal for a man to think like that, but I just can’t stop and every women I think is attractive all I think about is what it’s like to have sex with her, what she looks like naked etc

I don’t know what to do with myself.. x