I think I'm reaching my breaking point. I don't want to end it because I really love him, but it's become so hard.. We haven't seen each other for over a year, and due to the circumstances we won't be able to see each other another 7 months or even more. His Internet connection is a real problem, it has gotten a lot worse recently. We used to talk for hours and Skype. Now he can't because in South Africa there are major issues with the power grid and ISPs... On top of that, this entire year has been shit, just fighting all the time, and now when we've stopped fighting we can't communicate.
I'm losing my will to reply to his messages. I used to write long emails, send photos, and I used to receive all sorts of caring messages from him. Now it's like both of us have given up but we want to believe everything is going to be fine. Feels like we're too stubborn or afraid to let go, but at the same time we are so tired of everything... I don't know what to do.
I'm losing my will to reply to his messages. I used to write long emails, send photos, and I used to receive all sorts of caring messages from him. Now it's like both of us have given up but we want to believe everything is going to be fine. Feels like we're too stubborn or afraid to let go, but at the same time we are so tired of everything... I don't know what to do.
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