Me and my LDR Gf are dating for about 2years and 2months now. I work on Middle east while she work on Japan. LDR is tough but we manage to survive at least. Last year we decided to to meet up but the destiny didnt allow it yet to happend instead we faced challanges on our relationship. Up until now we are always fighting. Last November, I decided to go NO CONTACT to cool things down. On December we manage to talk about the problems and It feels like we are back to normal, but it didnt. By the time we didnt communicate, I talk to other girls but just for distraction. By the time we talk, Karma takes in. I feel guilty on the fact that I talk to someone. On that day, I constantly accusing her that shes talking to someone. Its not too long that she felt disrespected so she decided not to talk to me for a couple of days. 1week have passed we talk again. This time i will not fail her again. But again, I messed up. It seems she didnt forget what I did. But before the worst was happend, we talk about meeting up this year. She said she wants to go home next month (feb.20) but I suggested it should be on May or June because I want to save enough money first before going home. I am also planning to propose at that time and she knows that. But she insisted she wants to go home on feb.20. We talk back and forth about that. All of the sudden, she said she decided not to meet up with me because shes meeting someone, and she wants to marry the guy. I was shocked. I felt betrayed and angry. I told her if she can prove what shes saying I will block her for good and move on. She still continue talking and it seems like shes trying to make me jealous. She also talk about the personality of the guy. I know shes just bluffing but the problem is its not a good way to make your man jealous, plus were on a LDR. I keep on saying I dont want to hear about the guy, I want a proof so that we can end this now. I even said i am so tired of this kind of situation and I think she doesnt like what I have said. She showed me a screenshot on her chatting the guy but its totally fake plus theres alot of erasures. By the time she sensed that im so angry she laughs at me and said Youre so angry! I feel she wants to end her joke at that time but i still continue my rage. And at that time she had no choice but to continue. I even provoke her that shes too scared. Scared that i will give up on her. I keep pinging her. I know shes just bluffing but my insecurities kicked in. She didnt reply after what i have said. 5 days later we again talk but instead of reconciliations, we continue our fight. This time she showed me a new screenshot with no erasures. But I still didnt believe. She grant my request and she even block me. I tried to make another acct. but she didnt even bother to read what I said. I tried to message her friend and told her to msg my gf and say not to block me. but my gf said fuck you. Her personality is more like an Alpha Female.
6days later (this day) I made another account and sends her a message. The content of my message i all about my mistakes, improving myself, accept whats going on and more importantly I want her to know that despite of all the challenges we had for a long period of our relationship, i still want her and I will never give up our relationship.
im not expecting a reply. I just want her to read my message.
If you guys have an advice. Please share it to me so that I have a guidelines what to do.
6days later (this day) I made another account and sends her a message. The content of my message i all about my mistakes, improving myself, accept whats going on and more importantly I want her to know that despite of all the challenges we had for a long period of our relationship, i still want her and I will never give up our relationship.
im not expecting a reply. I just want her to read my message.
If you guys have an advice. Please share it to me so that I have a guidelines what to do.
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