My boyfriend and I broke up a few weeks ago. We'd been together for 3 years. He never cheated or anything like that but for after a year of fighting all the time and feeling like we were never going anywhere in our relationship I finally just got fed up and dumped him.
I wanted him to fight to get me back. I wanted him to show me how much he loved me and needed me. I wanted him to do ANYTHING to have me again.
But now my friends tell me he's been out with other women (plural!) in the last couple weeks. I think he's even slept with some of them. The thought of even TOUCHING another man right now just makes me sick and I can't even imagine how he can do that to me after all we had together.
So here's my question:
How can he move on so quickly while I'm stuck here feeling so awful and mourning what we had? It makes me feel like he never loved me in the first place. It makes me feel like he never even cared.
I wanted him to fight to get me back. I wanted him to show me how much he loved me and needed me. I wanted him to do ANYTHING to have me again.
But now my friends tell me he's been out with other women (plural!) in the last couple weeks. I think he's even slept with some of them. The thought of even TOUCHING another man right now just makes me sick and I can't even imagine how he can do that to me after all we had together.
So here's my question:
How can he move on so quickly while I'm stuck here feeling so awful and mourning what we had? It makes me feel like he never loved me in the first place. It makes me feel like he never even cared.
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